i dont wanna die but i really don't wanna be me now. i keep cycling btwn having hope and being hopeless. idk what i wanna change

i dont want to have to use an app to find love. i wanna meet someone and get to know them as a friend first. but in 2025 i'll never get to

i had so much hope last year its all gone. i just wanna sleep and forget it all. it isnt worth trying anymore. 19 and no ones ever loved me

i hate my hair no matter what i do. i hate myself always + idk why. sometimes feels like life woulda been better if i was born a guy but idk

by hiding my secrets i am digging myself into a deeper and deeper hole. i am so scared. i don't know what to do.

i dont wanna die but i wish i could reverse things or hit a restart button. Or quit game and just go frolic in a field. i dont wanna be here

i wish i didnt have to do all of this stuff for the future. we should be allowed to relax. i dont want to open canvas. I want to frolic.

this is so real in 2025. i'm scared of our government. i'm scared of what they'll do over the next 4 years. I'm scared for my loved ones

i hate when there's infighting within the queer community. we have to fight against the common enemy, the government (especially in the usa)

the moon is mad at a ghost fishing

I try to tell people it'll get better but I don't know if it actually will. for me it seems to get better and then get worse again.

i feel like she's getting tired of me. I felt so important last year. We're doing stuff but I feel like it's not enough. I want to do more.