Mein schätz, Im so sorry...So sorry for staying so silent that night through our calls. For silently crying while you ask, "What's wrong?"

Person dealing with chronic apathy admits that they don't care enough to do the things they should even though they know they should.

-and nobody wants to be afraid everybody wants to be your friend nobody wants to be a slave walkin walkin walkin walkin walkin walkin walkin

my new meds make me so dizzy because they lower my blood pressure - but like. i need SOMETHING to help with all this. cant i MAKE it work

it shouldn't happen to the helpless but i can't help but think it happening to me means i deserved it

by hiding my secrets i am digging myself into a deeper and deeper hole. i am so scared. i don't know what to do.