i should explain where ive been. i left this account because i started cringing too bad at my old stuff, so i made a new account so i didn't have to cringe every time. but then i made a new account once i started cringing at that, etc
but now my anxiety and fear is not as bad anymore, i still cringe really badly at my old stuff but now it's not strong enough to drive me away from using this profile. i also miss you guys and that feeling's stronger than my fear now. feels good to be back home